imminence

watching her undress
always better than sex

like floating
in the eye of a hurricane

a scent before a taste

a tight fist
an inch from my jaw

a question without an answer

a still yet rumbling train

my father’s next to last breath

we exist only in

imminence

celestial bodies

as I awaken
alone
not alone
she drifts off
thousands of miles away
still in my arms

waiting out an impatient storm
ears battered by unforgiving thunder
alone
not alone
separated by an ocean
separated by a single drop of rain

marching over a delusional boardwalk
sun soaked and scented with sea foam
alone
not alone
she saunters under a flirting moon
our fingers lace

feeling the burn of discordant whiskey
surrounded by flavorless music
alone
not alone
somewhere a sweet red
dances past her lips
I can taste it in her kiss

finally watching the horizon fade
I drift off
alone
not alone
as she awakens
thousands of miles away
still in my arms

destination solitude

at the crossroads
of a thousand reflections
I find only
solitude 

why wouldn't I 
rather be alone?
sitting on my cloud
dispensing my secrets like rain
to wandering sheep 

even the black sheep
is still just a sheep
trudging through sand
picking over the last remnants
of a diluted oasis
his own shadow
preventing him from seeing

the truth -

we all 
walk on water